It didn’t hit me until I sat down. Then, it consumed me. The simplicity of it all… in this one room. I sat there, taking it all in, with just a single tear rolling down my cheek.
One room. My life, my decisions, my foundation.. .all in this one room.
The Sanctuary at THBC.
You see, over there to my right, I walked the isle and made my profession of faith at 8. To my left is the isle I walked down as a bride to my prince 15 years ago. Up there, way up there in the top- I was one of the “balcony rats”. Bottom floor- 5 rows from the back- middle section, left side- my parents (every service) for over 20 years could be found.
You know, I saw my husband in this room for the first time. He surrendered to the ministry-….right over there.
I was baptized in that baptistery. Sang in that choir loft. Performed on that stage. Gave my testimony in that pulpit. All in this one room.
21 years of memories- now ,I know I should have been listening to the preacher (and Bro Doug, I did hear most of it) , but my mind kept wandering.
Am I 35, am I 15 OR 5? It is kind of hard to tell in this … a timeless moment.
History, Everybody has one- Everybody needs one. It is important to remember from which you came. I haven’t been in this room in over 10 years physically- but I come here often…. In my thoughts .
You know, the voice of God still echoes in my head and heart as only Bro. Doug can.
I think of the countless hours spent listening to someone share the Words of God with me and know that who I am today….. was built then. It is humbling to know, had they not taken the time, my life would be vastly different.
So I sat there today, looking around at the past and how it has fused into the present . It makes me nostalgic and just a little sad.
How can you be homesick for a place you know you can never have again? Those days are wonderful memories, remnants of another era. The record of my beginnings, but nevertheless, a page that has already been turned.
I am so thankful for my years at Tusculum. THBC is forever in my heart. My years there were precious. A lifetime of memories to share- and while I know I can’t re-live those days, it is comforting to know…
On occasions- very special occasions like this-- Who says you can’t go home?
NM2010
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